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Heartbreaker

by Joliet4

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justicepirate I hear such passion and soul through every song on this album. The talent you exude stings my heart and kills me (in a good way, don't worry, I'm still alive, mostly). You've destroyed us all. We have gone through all the tissues, lost our voices, and fallen on the floor feeling all the feels.
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Rudis Muiznieks I've never experienced so many goosebumps from so many songs on an album before. Love the whole thing. Watching Joliet4 perform these live on Twitch is an otherworldly experience. Favorite track: Heartbreaker.
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kaicho_ Rome wasn't built in a day, but imagine seeing it built brick by brick from the day it started... it's all that much more enjoyable and beautiful.

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1.
Ruin 04:12
Welcome This is what’s left of my heart I know you’ve wanted in here for years So welcome Sit in my chair, look at my art Never mind the flame-licked drapes or shattered chandelier Kick off your shoes Stay awhile and sing the blues with me But before you do Heed my warning I’m a ruin I only haunt this heart I would give my soul, but it’s already gone I will have you because I’m lonely But I will use you up, and make a ruin of you Listen You can’t clean up this place I mean, I’ll let you try if you want to But listen, you have a beautiful face It’s not the one I want, but I can make due Go hang your coat Stay awhile and tell a joke for me Make yourself at home But I will say I told you so I’m a ruin I only haunt this heart I would give you my soul, but it’s already gone I will have you if you ask me But I will use you up, and make a ruin of you You don’t have to live like this You deserve every happiness I once knew Joy, commitment With your body to thee worship Children, and years of bliss For me there will be no more bells I am just a shell And this is my living hell I’m a ruin I only haunt this heart I would give my soul, but it’s already gone I will have you because I’m weak But I will use you up, and make a ruin of you I’m a ruin And I’ll make a ruin of you
2.
Heartbreaker 03:21
Waking up with you for the thousandth time Sipping coffee and juice, reading the New York Times You told me I'm the only one But now you think you've had your fun You hope I had a good time, goodbye - we're done I got you inside my head Playing every moment over and over again I thought we'd survive, instead You're a heartbreaker And now I'm heartbroken Waking up with him before the sun We pour coffee and then read the Chicago Sun He tells that I've changed his life And now he wants me as his wife Well we had a good run, was fun - goodbye I still got you inside my head Playing every moment over and over again I thought we'd survive, instead You're making heartbreakers Of the heartbroken You're making heartbreakers Of the heartbroken You are, you're making heartbreakers You know, he was a good man I should've warned him I, I should've warned him That I'm an imposter How does it feel siring so many monsters? I got you inside my head Playing every moment over and over again I thought we'd survive, instead You're a heartbreaker And now I'm heartbroken I got you inside my head Playing every moment over and over again I thought we'd survive, instead You're making heartbreakers I got you inside my head Playing every moment over and over again I thought we'd survive, instead You're a monster And now I am
3.
I wish you were here by my side Your song in my ear, your hand on my thigh The highway is clear, unlike my mind I'm dreaming as I drive I've been inside my own head for days But this fantasy is keeping me awake I want to get lost in the night Stuck at a road stop neither of us like Eat til we drop, laugh til we cry Tell me it's not too late I want to get lost and miss the signs I never liked adventure but you changed my mind Sleep with the stars, lose track of time Tell me it's not too late to try We could see the world, you and I There's no place on this earth that isn't better with your hand in mine It's taken me way too long to realize And now I'm dreaming as I drive I've been inside my own head for days Watching you kiss all my breath away Getting tired of the twists and the turns we take But at least this fantasy is keeping me awake I want to get lost in the night Stuck in a small town nobody can find Eat til we drop, laugh til we cry Tell me it's not too late I want to get lost and miss the signs I never liked adventure but you changed my mind Sleep in your arms, make up for lost time Tell me it's not too late to try I know we've made mistakes and Messed up the navigation But let's find another way, then Because I want you in my life Where do you want to go? I promise we'll take it slow Get lost on all the backroads Oh just tell me we can try In the night Stuck at a road stop neither of us like Eat til we drop, laugh til we cry Tell me it's not too late I want to get lost and miss the signs I never liked adventure but you changed my mind Sleep with the stars, lose track of time Tell me it's not too late I want to get lost in the night Stuck at a road stop neither of us like Lost with you Tell me it's not too late Lost with you I never liked adventure but you changed my mind Sleep with the stars, lose track of time Tell me it's not too late
4.
Up til 3am on the phone, telling all our secrets There I go again, now you know every little weakness It’s probably nothing I know I tend to get ahead of myself But I’m cautiously loving Getting caught in the spell Of falling in love So in love You could be everything I’ve waited for and all I dream of Am I what you want? What you want Or am I the fool that I’ve been taken for and can’t escape from? I know I’ll fall one way or the other And I hope it’s not apart Up at 8am in your arms, staring at the ceiling Trying to ignore the alarms waking up my feelings But there’s no way around it We’re at the edge and I’m protecting my heart If you throw me off balance I don’t know if I can stop From falling in love So in love You could be everything I’ve waited for and all I dream of Am I what you want? What you want Or am I the fool that I’ve been taken for and can’t escape from? I know I’ll fall one way or the other And I hope that you’re next to me, deep breath Head over heels, right off the edge Take my hand and never let me go Are we falling in love? So in love You could be everything I’ve waited for and all I dream of Am I what you want? What you want Or am I the fool that I’ve been taken for and can’t escape from? I know I’ll fall one way or the other
5.
Beautiful eyes, you lock me in your gaze Try though I might, I cannot look away You - you're not what I expected to find Now I'm forgetting why I should run from your side One gentle kiss, the pain alleviates Poisonous lips annihilate me And every dream that I trade for this bliss But who can resist? I'm starving alone in the wilderness Beautiful distraction, keep me hypnotized and I Fall for the enemy Powerless reaction, I am paralyzed and now You get the best of me Is there no one safe from your deceit and lies? I know I've been told this road isn't paved with gold But I see it glitter and I'm sold, falling slow For the enemy My hands are tied, you've captured your next slave But it feels justified, I don't even try to break free And now I'm blind to the truth at my side That we win before we begin if we stand and fight this Beautiful distraction, keep me hypnotized and I Fall for the enemy Powerless reaction, I am paralyzed and now You get the best of me Is there no one safe from your deceit and lies? I know I've been told this road isn't paved with gold But I see it glitter now I'm sold, falling Falling, falling, falling We're going down Beautiful distraction, keep me hypnotized and I Fall for the enemy Powerless reaction, I am paralyzed and now You get the best of me Is there no one safe from your deceit and lies? I know I've been told this road isn't paved with gold But I see it glitter now I'm sold, falling slow
6.
Dream of Us 04:42
You know, yeah you know that we agreed But you just can't get me off your mind We'll avoid disaster if I leave Disaster of the lasting kind But baby, you're doing fine, just keep moving on I'm gonna watch you thrive, hit that ground and run No, I won't be honest – I love you too much To say what would make you stay Oh, but I fight every feeling inside that would claim you as my love Oh, I try not to tell you I died when we came through the fire, love Oh and I'm still burning down this dream of us But my heart just won't ignite All the parts that we did right Oh baby, we were perfectly right I know, yeah I know that we agreed But here you are, by my side Oh how do you suggest that we proceed? Or have all these months for you been kind? Well I guess you're doing fine like I knew you would Yeah, you just needed time to forget about us I want to be honest and tell you the truth That I'm still in love with you Oh, I fight every feeling inside that would claim you as my love Oh, I try not to tell you I died when we came through the fire, love Oh and I'm still burning down this dream of us But my heart just won't ignite All the things that we did right Baby, we were perfect together What if we run away? What if we follow this? What if we stoke the fire higher and destroy everything? In the morning, we would wake Leaving disaster in our wake So, for your sake I'll fight every feeling inside that would claim you as mine I'll try not to tell you I'm lying Oh and I will burn on down this dream of us Oh but my heart, it won't Oh but my heart, it won't My heart, my heart, my heart... I'll be fine
7.
Ooh, I can't carry your love Ooh, I can't carry your love I haven't said your name in 24 hours It's a complicated game, but I'm on to you now If you think you can have me like this, you're mistaken I won't be the one who falls Ooh, I can't carry your love Ooh, I can't carry your love I haven't said your name in a week now And I haven't gone insane yet. It's a miracle I think I can finally escape you As long as I don't think about your face, your hands, your mouth Ooh, I can't carry your love Ooh, I can't carry your love Ooh, I can't carry your love I haven't said your name in 24 minutes I can't forget the way it falls off my tongue I just want a taste of us… Can I call you? Even though you're probably with her Ooh, I can't carry your love Ooh, I can't carry your love Ooh, I can't carry your love Carry Your Love I haven't said your name in 24 hours You still have me chained, but I will get out
8.
Red Flags 04:06
I know that there's no restitution, babe I'll never return to the person I once knew Don't say you made no contribution, babe I let you burn right through, my heart isn't fireproof And if I focus for a moment on the day that we met And really pay attention to the words that you said Would I recognize that compromise Would really only ever mean my sacrifice? And if I wasn't so distracted by the shape of your lips, The curve of your smile, the sound of you listing All the ways you worship me Maybe I would figure out exactly Where my walls came down And my head was filled with your lies I must admit, I wanted to believe it A perfect match, a fairy tale distracted From all your lies Yeah I guess I was blind Til your true colors flashed Now all I see are red flags The things you used to love about me Now you say they're a weakness And I told you I'd work on it Now I've forgotten who I am I let you burn me down, but I'm taking back my crown You use me like I am a prop To paint a pretty picture of the person you're not You can fool them and kid yourself Can't wait to hear you blame this on my mental health It's true I was crazy for you But you're not what I thought You were just pretending I must admit, I wanted to believe it A perfect match, the fairy tale distracted me From all your lies Yeah I was blind Til your true colors flashed Now you got me seeing red I admit, I've been holding onto promises That you won't keep unless I'm trying to leave No there's no happy ending here And I'm done spending tears for all we had Cause now all I see are red flags I'm seeing red Yeah, you got me seeing red I'm onto you I must admit, I wanted to believe it A perfect match, a fairy tale distracted From all your lies Yeah I guess I was blind Til your true colors flashed And now I'm seeing red No there's no happy ending here I'm done spending tears for all we had Cause now all I see are red flags I'm seeing red
9.
You and I - is this a secret? I know you like to keep it clean No prying eyes to keep you honest What do you hide when you hide with me? If you think you're clever Then you've never weathered anyone like me I've been training all my life Guess your number's up, right? Cause when she calls mine Nah nah nah nah nah nah I'm not gonna lie Those pretty eyes - are you scared now? You can't erase all the things you've seen Do you like my shelves and all my monsters? Now you're my latest, favorite thing Do you want to play? Misbehave, say the ways you plan to Hurt me, abuse and drain me dry? Now you want to know if You'll make it out alive Nah nah nah nah nah nah I'm not gonna lie Don't you want my affection? I thought you said you were mine Won't you join my collection? La la la la la You'll be fine Ooops Nah nah nah nah nah nah I'm not gonna - Shhh
10.
I Want You 03:49
I'm trying to keep my hands to myself Seems like you're here with somebody else I shouldn't waste my time, but I'm far too deep in my wine I think I need professional help Are you staring at me across the room? Do you like to watch me watching you? Not trying to fall in love I've had enough But you got that kind of smile I want something to do with No lie, you got me acting foolish I'm fine when I'm on my own Clear skies, alone But baby, when we touched I felt the lightning So much for denying I want you You crossed the room with something to tell Lips to my ear so you don't have to yell I hope your friend won't mind if I let you take your time I think I'm probably going to hell You think that you saw me here last week Really? And did your dream have better drinks? Not trying to fall in love I've had enough But you got that kind of laugh I want something to do with See that? I'm acting foolish I'm fine when I'm on my own Clear skies, alone But baby, when we touched I felt the lightning So much for denying I want you Move in closer, leave with me tonight Not trying to get you in a fight, but this feels right Yeah I've been broken, clearly I take the cynical view But baby, even though that's true Somehow I want you Not trying to fall in love I've had enough But you got that kind of smile I want something to do with No lie, you got me acting foolish I'm fine when I'm on my own Clear skies, alone But baby, when we touched I felt the lightning So much for denying I want you Not trying to fall in love I've had enough But you got that kind of laugh I want something to do with See that? I'm acting foolish I'm fine when I'm on my own Clear skies, alone But baby, when we touched I felt the lightning So much for denying I want you
11.
New Fire 05:02
Are we playing games tonight? I think you've had one too many I never can tell by morning light if you really mean all the things that you tell me When you're kissing sweet words into my wrists or pulling deep sighs from my lips Are you paying attention? Are you gonna play around in my head? I know it's a good time, you know I keep you stimulated Really it's a shame that I'm out of my mind Got no one else to blame for this, but I don't want I never wanted anyone else, but you're never satisfied And I can't help myself, no I keep coming back Can't get enough of that New fire, new fire, new fire for you I got that new fire, new fire, new fire Are we showing our hands tonight? I can see your excuses are many And that look in your eye… Do you really believe in what you're trying to sell me? When you're pulling quickened breaths from my lips and flash that wicked smile I can't resist I'm caught in suspension Are you just gonna play around in my bed? Well, I guess it's fine, you know I keep you stimulated Though you make me wait, it's a matter of time Before you show your face and I remember I don't want I never wanted anyone else, but you're never satisfied If only I could help myself but I keep coming back I can't get enough of that New fire, new fire, new fire for you I got that new fire, new fire, new fire New fire, new fire, new fire for you I got that new fire, new fire, new fire Now I've been meaning to tell you, though you're still kissing me Between your caresses if I could get a word in edgewise, please hear me You should know that I'm leaving Even though I still believe in us You will go, you'll go on teasing Until someone makes you burn Then you won't stop returning for that You won't get enough of that New fire And trust me It's gonna burn you down

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My debut album, which took about 2.5 years to write, fund and record. Thank you to all of my supporters for helping make this dream a reality. I can't believe I almost gave up music. Thank you for the rez. <4

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released September 1, 2022

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Joliet is an independent singer/songwriter and live music streamer from Kansas City. She has a unique and powerful vocal style that is often compared to Hayley Williams, Bishop Briggs and Kimbra.

Joliet started on websites like Smule and Twitch, introducing her original songs as she gained confidence. Now her listeners fund her music, which she records and releases for them regularly.
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